my never ending life [entries|friends|calendar] Mandi [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

1 Open Eye Open Your Eyes.. [06 Sep 2006|11:42pm] [ mood | amused ] so i figured out it must really suck to be you. ha.

Open Your Eyes.. [29 Jul 2006|06:59pm] [ mood | hot ] all i have to say is omg is it hott out there today. i mean really now. i can't decided what i wanna do tonite. but either i need a shower b/c i'm hot and sticky. =/ yep this is pointless.... later days.....

Open Your Eyes.. [23 Jul 2006|01:10am] [ mood | aggravated at myself ] i just know what to do. i feel bad...but yeah. i can't help the way i am. i should just let him go. all i do is make him feel bad. and in turn make myself feel like shit. i always end up ruining a good thing. ...........................

Open Your Eyes.. [18 Jul 2006|12:08am] [ mood | hurting. ] so yeah i'm all kindsa tired and should be asleep but i'm not. my side is hurting like what. and i've got shit on my mind. things that really shouldn't be there. really. sometimes i feel like such a bitch....even when i'm not meaning to be. i dunno.

Open Your Eyes.. [02 Jul 2006|04:16pm] [ mood | cold ] so i'm TN. i will be here til the 10th. which i a kinda good thing. all the same people i live with are here. so yea...there's the bad. i don't get away from them. i'm bored like crazy. but hey i'm not at work. and i don't have to clean anything. my mother already had a freak out. i still have to find Jackie a prize and get Jennifer from work a shot glass. i should ask the other Jenny if she wants anything. ooooo...i got Morgan this kick ass bike today. i'll have to post a picture of it later. it's actually got her name on it....on the pedal. it's made by Morgan bikes in NJ. lol. i think that's great. well that's all for now. i'm sure i'll post again when i'm gone...for lack of anything else to do. laterdays.

Open Your Eyes.. [23 Jun 2006|11:43pm] [ mood | dorky ] so to edit my last entry my mom told me she was sorry. that she wasn't thinking. lol. in other words everything is all good again. yeah i'm bored and this post is pretty much pointless. =/ heh whatever.

Open Your Eyes.. *sigh* [22 Jun 2006|02:01am] [ mood | ecstatic ] so yeah. i've been working my ass of lately. like really. tomorrow. i'm going to be working 9-8 that's a long day for me.i'm so sore i feel like someone beat me up. we got 1800 totes in my store yesterday and another back room full of bulk stuff. yeah. fun. =/ i the plus side i get to see Denny for oh like an hour or so tonite. =] i like him bunches. i haven't seen him in like a week. then my bitch of a mother calls me. i thought ok Morgan woke up. i get home she gets up and say "did she get up" my says "no" and i'm sitting here like wtf. my sis had a montor in her room. it's not like i just left. just cuz she's not see anyone no one can or what?!?! that fucking ruined my good mood. well not really but it pisses me off. and just thought everyone should know that. ok i need to sleep now.

2 Open Eyes Open Your Eyes.. [13 Jun 2006|03:09am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | RoseAnn ] i'm such a dork. but god i'm so happy. i mean really truly happy. everything just seems to be going good right now. i get off every day at 7pm. and 6pm on Sunday's. =] & & & he's amazing. he just makes me smile.

Open Your Eyes.. [11 Jun 2006|12:45am] [ mood | bored ] yeah i complain that i want my house to myself. yet i'm here for a couple of hours. and i'm bored outta my mind. =/

Open Your Eyes.. [05 Jun 2006|02:02pm] [ mood | blah ] so i found today that my store is closing. i had to wake up at 7am to find this out. i'm kinda sad b/c yeah i like most of the people i work with. and i'm gunna have to go a new store and new people and blah. but on the plus side we will probably be closing at 7pm. for the rest of the summer. and i'll probably go to the 24 hour store and hopefully get more money.=] that's all i wanted to say.

Open Your Eyes.. [03 Jun 2006|08:40pm] [ mood | exhausted ] so today i went to the mall with Anthony, Tony, and Steve. yeah my daughter loves all the Chester boys. i think she might like Steve the best. lol. it was fun. and yeah...i have a lot of nothing going on.

Open Your Eyes.. [30 May 2006|09:48am] [ mood | hot ] yeah it's 10am and i'm already on fire. what the hell. i went outside to water the flowers this morning and got ate up. fucking bugs. i get to see my Bethie today. =] yesterday was kinda sucky. i've gotten a lil color the past few days. our air is busted. we tried to have another fire in the house. =/ it kinda sux. but oh well atleast we won't have another fire. i don't think Morgan going to get totally burnt this summer. she might get a lil brown. OOOOOOOOO...she's been going on the potty. i'm so fucking exicted. yeah. i'm a lil upset with something. but i'll get over it. or atleast some what over it. whatever ever. later days.

Open Your Eyes.. [17 May 2006|12:03am] [ mood | restless ] [ music | I O U one galxy - the ataris ] i don't know why i do this to myself. i don't know why i do this to myself. i don't know why i do this to myself. i don't know why i do this to myself. i don't know why i do this to myself. i don't know why i do this to myself. i don't know why i do this to myself. i don't know why i do this to myself. i don't know why i do this to myself. and if i forgot to say. i don't know why i do this to myself. don't ask. just don't.

Open Your Eyes.. so yeah [07 May 2006|12:04am] [ mood | groggy ] i'm all kinda tired. i took so meds and it shouldn't have made me sleep but it did. "it's like a train reck. a train reck with naked people." only you will get this and you know who you are. lmao. ok i'm going to put myself to sleep.

Open Your Eyes.. [04 May 2006|11:35pm] [ mood | exhausted ] i'm soo very tired. i worked my ass off today. i wanna go to the zoo on sunday.i just dunno if my mom will go. hhhmmmmmm.....i'm hungry. and tired.

Open Your Eyes.. mmmmmmmmmm....hotdogs. [03 May 2006|11:02am] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | lovin' you isn't something i should do - L. Rimes ] so i have things i need to do. and i don't wanna do anything. i'm thinking about calling Jenny and seeing if she's not working. so maybe we can take the kids up the park cuz it's all kinds of nice out. did i mention i have to work today at 4. =/ that sucks but atleast i get to see some of the day. Morgan looks sooo cute. i got her this pebbles outfit. and she's wearing that. and i put her hair up like pebbles. =D she's just so damn cute. the past two days i have Morgan something for breakfast. but no she doesn't want that. so she's ended eating a hotdog for breakfast. i feel like at great mom. lol. atleast she's eating something...right?!?! ok well i think i'm done. this week is almost over. later days........

Open Your Eyes.. [28 Apr 2006|12:42am] [ mood | contemplative ] so yeah. my back hurts. i'm not really all that sick. things are so crazy right now. i just want next week to be over with. i'm actually off monday. i'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. =/ but yeah. later days.........

Open Your Eyes.. [26 Apr 2006|09:55am] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | blues clues... ] so i'm sick. my head hurts. and i feel crappy. ok i'm not all that sick...but it's coming i feel it. atleast Morgan is feeling a little better. that could also be b/c she woke at 730am and i gave her, her med. then. i dunno. and yes this was pointless...but most of my post are. lol.

Open Your Eyes.. i'm done [24 Apr 2006|12:27am] [ mood | bitchy ] i'm so tired of people. no seriously. i just wish they'd realize that the world doesn't revolve around them. grow up damn it. i home from Kentucky today. and yeah i'm really wishing i could have stayed there. it was soo pretty. *sigh* one day. i hope. any way. yeah. i think the begining says it all.

8 Open Eyes Open Your Eyes.. [11 Apr 2006|01:13am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | the tv and morgan breathing. ] i'm soo tired. i wanna runaway. i'm just tired in general...with life...with everything. but then i'm not. lol. i'm happy one min. and sad the next. i dunno. i sound like a crazy person. i just need someone to lean on. really lean on. but i have no one. just me. and Morgan. ok well i'm going to bed. so can wake up to another day. later days.

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